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[08 Feb 2005|05:38pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I made a wishlist for my birthday (the 27th) :)

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2 were LOST| where are we?

[01 Feb 2005|09:36pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

Not a lot has been going on lately. I am really getting into drawing, and my mom is having me make an online portfolio. I really don't think I'm that good, but oh well. It'll appease her, I suppose.

In other news though, I finally feel right. Thanks to Jeanette, I have re-discovered Christianity. I always called myself Christian, though I think I just did it to say I was. Now I can proudly state that I am a Christian. I have been reading the Bible, and I feel so great because of it. This verse in particular really means a lot to me.

The LORD is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation. He is my God, and I will praise him, my father's God, and I will exalt him. - Exodus 15:2

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[31 Jan 2005|10:57pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

Your X-Men: Evolution parents by sawyersgirl
Your mother is..Jean
Your father is..Scott
Your powers are..your father's
You get your looks from your...father
You get your attitude from your..father
Quiz created with MemeGen!

I. did not. friggin. TWEAK IT! *squeals anyways*
1 were LOST| where are we?

[31 Jan 2005|10:50pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Hoooly. Okay. I made another LOST meme, and the results are just..interesting because it's PERFECT. I swear I didn't rig it.

Your LOST parents by sawyersgirl
Your mother is..Kate
Your father is..Sawyer
You were concieved..After the rescue
You get your looks from your...mother
You get your attitude from your..father
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Mmkay. I am the daughter of my favorite Lost pairing, my second favorite all-time pairing. I'm gorgeous and I had a kick-butt attitude. Oh yeah.
1 were LOST| where are we?

[31 Jan 2005|06:49pm]
1. Comment and I will reply with something I really like about you.
2. I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you.
3. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
4. Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. Put this in your journal.
3 were LOST| where are we?

lalala [30 Jan 2005|12:48pm]
[ mood | amused ]


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[26 Jan 2005|01:00pm]
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[23 Jan 2005|10:17am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Yestereday was OK for the most part. I watched Catwoman a little after I had woken up. Contrary to what everyone else says, I loved it.

I did a whole lot of nothing the rest of the day. Sabretooth was on TV; which had Josh Holloway in it, so of course I had to watch it, no matter how cheesy the movie was. He was shirtless. *insert drooling here*

My aunt's in the hospital. Dunno why.

4 were LOST| where are we?

[21 Jan 2005|12:19pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I swear I cannot keep consistantly updating. I really am going to try and post once a day. I mean it this time.

School has been killing me. All I have today is math and it is still just so much torture. Words cannot describe how much I hate math.

And I've been thinking alot about next school year. My dad, my grandparents, everyone expects me to go to public school. I will never go to one again. I would like going to a private school, but my mom said that's probably too expensive. So who really knows. I just know I'll never go to another public school again. They're all so ashamed of me because I'm homeschooled. Big. Flying. Whoop. It doesn't make you stupid, it doesn't mean you're remedial and incompetent.

My old jr. high had an assault yesterday. I am so glad my dad wants me back in that environment. He cares so much about me, no?

And my TV is going out. It's ten years old so I guess it's kind of time, and my mom said she'd get me a new TV and a mini iPod for my birthday. But my dad will kill us. He says I don't need an iPod. He says I don't need a new TV, a new stereo, a tablet, or even a new computer screen. This GODZILLA sized piece of crap is what srewed my eyes up and put me in glasses, yet he wants me to keep it.

Yet he'll spend $300+ on golf every month.

Bah. Back to watching BA. I need fluff.

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[15 Jan 2005|05:59pm]
I want out.

&that slow southern style [10 Jan 2005|07:03pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Right, so, dinner was erm..interesting.

Halfway through a moth comes divebombing in. I scream bloody murder and wind up eating standing up, next to the cat, who was laying on the bar.

And just now, my dad yelled saying "X-Men's on!" so I go running in and it's the dang part of Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets with the spiders. So I whack him, and as I'm walking out of the living room he like yells, trying to scare me, and it worked o_O Another bloody murder screen that resulted in my mom sighing and saying "Oh God."

What an amusing family I have.

Hope no one minds these multiple posts.

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[10 Jan 2005|02:08pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Well, hope everyone's having a good day.

School was torture, specifically social studies, english, and math. Social studies is this totally lame crap about medieval times and such..which I hate and just don't really get. English is these weird sentence pattern things with conjunctions. I'm sure I'll get them down sooner or later. And math is just...makeyouwannadropoutofschoolandtoobadican't kinda math. Yuck.

Oreo deleted my winamp playlist. I don't know how, but the little furball managed it.

No one's on now so I think I'm gonna go relax and draw or something. Dying to write, but have no ideas. Feel free to suggest something.

2 were LOST| where are we?

[10 Jan 2005|08:18am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Good morning guys :)

Just a quick post; waiting for my mom to get up so I can start school. I think I'm going to try and post at least once per day. Cause I know you guys just love reading about my day *grin*

Really not much to say. I'm just here, hanging out with Kate, my adorable little betta fish.

Actually, there is one thing I want to show off. If you go to the Totally Spies official website and go to the fanart gallery, I'M IN THERE! I feel really proud. They screwed up my age, but oh well.

Okies, I'm going to go wake mommy up now. *grabs pillow*

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[06 Jan 2005|09:56pm]
[ mood | geeky ]


1 were LOST| where are we?

[06 Jan 2005|12:42pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Very fast update. I made the journal eternallyloved, and it's pretty much going to be a journal for more personal post. So I will be using both this one and that one, though this one will remain public.

Also, can someone please tell me what it looks like on their screen? For me it's perfectly aligned, but for Kylie the header is on the left and the journal is in the center. I'm trying to figure out what could be causing it to vary on computers.

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[04 Jan 2005|09:15pm]
[ mood | infuriated ]

And as if my life just can't get any worse, guess who's going to be home from work tomorrow? The day I have to work my ass off in school?

Oy for stinkin ve.

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[03 Jan 2005|10:55pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

I am sososo sick of it.

I'm ranting. This is fair warning. Kylie suggested I let me feelings out, thus I will :)

I cannot stand my dad. I just cannot take him anymore. He doesn't care about me or my mom. He is as two-faced as you can get. He can't stand my mom's family. If my grandparents even CALL, he gets pissed and starts storming around like mecha-Godzilla. Yet tonight HIS family called and we HAD to go over there. My mom put up an argument not to, and what does he do? Bites her head off. I have never heard them fight like that for a LONG time, if not ever. All because she didn't want to go over there.

And to clear up any confusion, we can't stand his side of the family. They're trashy, rude, and think that they know EVERYTHING. They also think I'm a remedial hick because I'm homeschooled :) Sweeeeet relatives, no?

Anyways, he has to bend over backwards to go get them these gas cards, but my mom was running very low on diet coke, the ONLY thing she can drink besides water which she hates, and he wouldn't go out to get that for her.

I've come to the conclusion that he doesn't like us anymore. Actually, I don't know that he ever cared for me. My mom told me that he had wanted a boy. I guess I'm just a mistake or something, I don't know.

Anyways, he plays golf with my uncle every day. He spends more time in a DAY with him than he does with US in a week. When he is here, he locks himself in their bedroom and watches TV. He only comes out to eat or yell.

He stresses my mom out to no end, and she does not need to go through that. She doesn't deserve to. I don't mean for this to sound like a pity post, and I hope it doesn't. I don't CARE how he treats me. I am just sick of him degrading her all of the time.

They need a divorce. It would make everyone so much happier.

4 were LOST| where are we?

[03 Jan 2005|01:52pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Well, prepare to whack me.

I want to start over on LJ. I want this to be a completely new year. I want to put my past behind me.

I don't know what name I'll pick out. I'm working on that now. I think I want the name to really relate me. Maybe something to do with destiny, or weather. Weird, I know.

Sorry, guys. I can understand if you won't wanna add my new journal.

[edit] I made a list of ten available lj names that I like. Which one you like would best would be much appreciated.



4 were LOST| where are we?

[02 Jan 2005|02:58pm]
[ mood | relieved ]

Maybe 2005 is going to be a good year.

I don't think I ever mentioned this. I forgot what day it was, my dad discovered a blue heron in our pond. Abby hadn't been outside. It flew off, but as it was winter and the fish were supposed to be hibrinating, we couldn't see anything. Not to mention the water is very murky.

We've all been going crazy over this for ever now. Well, lately, it has been the most fabulous weather, mostly in the 70s. Today it started a downpour, and the fish started coming up. Me and my mom stood there watching. We saw Ron and Hermione, than her fish, Seabiscuit and Blossom, than Harry popped up. We were only lacking seeing three, and this included my adored Koi, Anna. Yes, it sounds crazy, she's a fish, but I love her; that's my girl. After awhile I saw one of the goldfish, Hedwig. I was starting to get really upset as we hadn't seen anymore. I was just staring out at the pond, about to go watch Totally Spies, when Anna suddenly pops up out of the water. I was screaming. So now all we haven't seen is Izzy, my mom's goldfish, but we seriously doubt he's gone since all of the others are there.

Veryveryvery happy and relieved now.

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[02 Jan 2005|11:33am]
[ mood | blah ]

Ack I am so lonely and bored right now. And a bit ticked. My mom says I have to go back to school on Tuesday, but everyone else goes back on Wednesday. Grrrrrr. I don't wanna go back period, I hate it so much. You know, I am so weird. I am a perfectionist but I hate school with a passion. Maybe it's cause it's homeschool. *shrug*

On a much, much, MUCH happier note. *quotes TV guide*

(HBO) X2: X-Men United - PG-13 - Mon. 11:30 am, Friday 9:00 am, 7:30 pm


Yes, I have X2 on DVD. But I never watch it. Yet if it comes on TV, you must drop everything to do it. *giggle* My mom's the same way with her movies.

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